Not dead.

I've felt like that before. For me it tends to happen for one of three reasons:

When I had a job and a full time schedule at school sucking up most of my free time
When I had too many days in the week that were pre-planned (multiple tabletop games, weekly family gatherings, etc,) or
When something is going on in my life that's causing a lot more stress than usual (which meant feeling the need to take more time to cope with said stress)

Sometimes you just need to mix things up a bit, just focus more on something else you've been meaning to do. Like the other night, I forsook vidgya games and read some more of Neuromancer instead (it's pretty awesome so far btw.) Other times you just have to lessen the work load a bit, maybe take a break one week from something you normally do (assuming it doesn't prevent you from paying the bills) or consider re-examining your weekly schedule. I remember when I used to go to three tabletop games a week... it ended up being too much. So now I just go to one (and maybe a second again someday if people's schedules and living arrangements work out.) Maybe even agree to make a weekly thing into an every-other-week thing. Sometimes you just have to carve out your own space to do a little more of what you want; whether it's space that you hold on to for a while or space that comes and goes as you need it.

Also this: as a matter of perspective, consider that every time you're at work, work is bound to end and the part of your life where you're free to do as you please is inevitably around the corner. It's two sides of the same coin, really. One is just brighter and friendlier than the other.

ALSO. Try not to think about everything as being over and ending; think of it as something else beginning. The day doesn't end; sleep just begins. Sleep doesn't end; work just begins, etc. A cycle doesn't end. It repeats.

Anyway I hope my rambling cheers you up. We should really hang out more outside of Wednesday.